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There is no beginning to the story, There is no end...
We're all thrown on this planet randomly and taken off with just the same circumstances.
People constantly wonder, question and debate the so called "meaning of life" and there once was a wise man who said the only time you'll ever learn everything you're going to learn in your life is the mili-second before you die. until then life is a game of screw ups, mishaps and shit of which in the end will teach you what it is you we're put on this earth to do
why am i going on this rant of gibberish right now? we'll because my life since the last update i made has been a lot like this sound wave
 It's had up's and down's and up's and some more downs and from watching the world around me and a few great lines from movies, one being "When you die it's not gonna matter how much you we're loved, what will matter however is how much love you gave others"
from all this i learned something take life and run with it, but sprint..dont't walk don't jog
so far:
i've owed more money to banks than i make in a weekend and bubbas...and it made me depressed and while it was happening it was all i could think about..but now weeks later i look back and laugh and realize that money isn't important. ofcourse you need it to live but you don't need it to enjoy your life, hang out with friends, smile, learn, laugh...all you know is the right attitude. One thing i think we'll never learn (although i wish we could) is that you really should just 
and LOVE, and LIVE..stop worrying...worrying never got anyone anywhere...if you have HUGE problem just stop, relax and keep living..unless it's killing you there's no reason you should waste any second of the precious time you spend on this earth worrying.
The next big thing that happened to me was the filming of a film entitled "julie" writen by Ronald, Directed by Natividad (a friend from work) and photographed by me...from this...(more from the disagreements on set) i learned that no matter how difficult any one thing your doing is the best possible thing you could do is FINISH IT....i don't care if you set a goal of hovering over the grand canyon...once you set a goal finish it because i promise you, you will feel 1,000,000,000 times better when you finish it then if you never even tried...and finishing a goal is so
 all you really need to do is not stop trying....as long as you
 you can't ever really fail
just remember PEOPLE WHO STOP DREAMING NEVER ACHIEVE THEIR GOALS, keep DREAMING no matter how ridiculous it is
Another VERY important note i learned from arguing with everyone around me from my step mom, to my friends, to my girlfriend is that as crazy as the people around you may seem they all have a valid point..maybe not every word they say is valid but i promise you of the 100 things coming out of your best friends mouth which you don't believe in atleast 1 will be a GENIUS idea you never would have thought of and could really help you in the long run. The people around you aren't talking because they like it..there's a reason for all their insanity
THE LAST AND MOST IMPORTANT THING YOU'LL LERN FROM THIS POST IS
STAY POSITIVE
p.s as much as people tell you alcohol isn't good for you...it lets out the best in you at times...i have never been as honest with myself as when i've had 3...or 6.....

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